I feel so used. so used. used till I dont even know what to do anymore. I feel so stupid that I'm not even making sense of what i'm typing. GAH seriously.

My dad always have a way of ruining my stay-home day. If theres any day of the week that I value, its a day where I can just bum around at home. Seriously if bumming is a job, I'll do it.

BUT ARGH. all he need is a freaken 1 hour. cant he just close the darned shop? I'm just so sick and tired of that stupid shop ruining my life. As if it havent ruined my social life and free time enough.

RIght, he wanted me to go there tomorrow morning, and he said it at 2 in the morning. WHAT THE HELL? he knew I havent slept, which means I will be as sleepy as hell tomorrow. and ill get what? less than 6 hours of sleep? And FREAK, another sleep-in day gone. I only have one freakin sleep-in day left before uni reopens DAMMIT. Just take it away from me wont you? WONT YOU? WONT YOU? might as well make me work there 24/7 for no pay. PISSES ME OFF

Seriously all this things is stupid. and I'm even stupider for crying over it. As if I havent went through enough of those sudden calls to take care of the shop. Like how many times I was out there, trying to have a good time with my friends which comes by rare, get an SMS saying I need to be in the shop. HOW MANY FREAKEN TIMEEEEEEE?  AS IF I HAVENT WENT THROUGH ENOUGH! and once i start complaining all they said is that I'm not being tolerant. WTH? so what have I been doing all these years??

Cant take it anymore. I wish they really close next AUgust, so after 5 years I wont have to suffer no more.